Didn’t have a chance to talk about yesterday. Guess i was feeling too sad to talk about it.
Woke up early yesterday. Got ready and was on my way to his place. Helped him with some last minute packing. After making sure that he had everything packed into his bag, we left his place and he bid farewell to his dad.
Had Nasi Lemak for lunch with him. After lunch, took the bus to Pasir Ris Interchange. Met his cousin, Jacintha. Firstly, we took a chartered bus to the ferry terminal. Then took the ferry and we reached Tekong within minutes.
At Tekong, Jacintha and i went on a tour around the place. The funny thing was, while we were walking, we saw something flew across from nowhere! Guess what that thing was? IT WAS THE HEELS OF MY SHOE! Oh yeah, the heels of my shoe came off at the wrong place and at the wrong time! Luckily, Jacintha brought along an extra pair of slippers! I changed into the slippers and thank god that i didn’t have to continue walking around with a shoe without heels like a complete idiot!
We walked around the place, saw the bunks and lots of videos about The Army. Finally, we made our way to the Auditorium where the enlistees took the oath.
During food tasting, we took the food from the Muslim cookhouse. I didn’t have much appetite then because i was feeling full from the Nasi Lemak i had for lunch. There, we saw some enlistees bringing large luggage trolley. haha. It seemed as if they are ready for a long summer vacation.
After our meal, they kept announcing for the enlistees to assemble at the parade square. We bid farewell to Terence and the next time we’ll be able to see him is on 24th December, Christmas Eve. As the enlistees walked away from the Parade Square, some of the them were bidding final farewells to their parents. As for Terence, he chose not to look back. I guess it must have been hard for him. From the way he walked, i knew he was in a perpetual state of emotional turmoil. I had so many different emotions surfacing then and one of them was definitely the feeling of sadness.
Jacintha and I left the place. Took the ferry back and then the chartered bus to Pasir Ris Interchange. We went home by train. The journey back was awful. I was fighting back my tears and sadness while i was in the train.
As soon as i reached home, i laid on my bed and cried for hours. I pretended to sleep as i sobbed in silence under my pillow. I miss him so much. Currently, i have no mood for anything. As i looked at all the clothes in my wardrobe, i sighed. Its no use having so many clothes if i dont have the chance to wear them out and show it to him. I love dressing up for him. Right now, all i feel like is to stay at home and watch TV all day.
Its not easy going through a day without seing him. Because i am too used to seeing him daily. Darling, take care! I’m counting the days.